I AM SICK MAN OF THE MUSIC INDUSTRY (~LIFE OF A SHOWGIRL)

The poem is a satire on the hate Taylor Swift new album(The life of the Showgirl) is getting as Swift's reaction to it. The writer mostly agrees with the Lyrical disapproval of the album but find the album catchy so she herself picked up her sword pen to to write a poem about it. 

I AM THE SICK MAN OF THIS MUSIC INDUSTRY

I was sitting on the tongue of his mistress,
Charisma shaped our fantasy , like cookie cream
We are so loud , but we are broken creatively,
I love you , but I love my pen-sword more .

Let me write a song , that hit them on their head ,
Let the words fall and the rhythm take over it ,
I did good, but I could do better, I did it quick like I would loose both of us, forever
Make love to me , but don`t love me , till I write a good song lyrically .

Maybe I deserve the hate , or maybe not?
I can make another album or maybe I don`t ,
Leave me , don`t but , kill me , but not till I write a song well made for US.
The life of the showgirl , fooled them too , because I was not wretched , I was just happily underneath you ,
SO BLUE , SO LYRICALLY BLUE , let me write , let me churn , let me thwart , the tempo of the Real taylor , in you too.

You are so good to me , so I wrote so badly ,
WHY DID YOU CHOSE TO LOVE ME ?
When an artist should be left on the eclipse waiting for the intimacy of ignition,
So I dusted my pen, but my ink was trammed , so I threw it away,
I kept your locket instead, they all are taylor swift fans , but not when she bails .

They might shoot her when she write mediocrely ,
CAN SHE PLEASE WRITE ABOUT OUR PAINS ?
I mean when swift bleeds , let us put a saucer underneath her ,
to collect our share of dole and drink the holy genius of this 21 century MARK TWAINS .

I am on my knees again , let me do this again , do you like it better now?
Don`t you , I am so good at this , but I failed , you liked that one , OH MY GOD! (Taylor says) 
I am the Sick man of this MUSIC INDUSTRY,
AS WHEN I DROWN , it drowns , WHEN I SNEEZE , every one catches cold ultimately .

Turn me upside down and see if any potential is left within me ,
OR AM I pesky failure AT MY GAME ?
I AM ADULATING THE anathema NOW ,
YOU WOULD KILL IT TO BE ME ? BUT WON`T BE. Don't you all agree? 

MID LIFE CRISES IS HITTING HER , SHE IS SO DONE , SHE IS OVER NOW ,
Something is rotten in the state of Denmark, they say ,
Decadence of doing nothing is here , SHE IS JUST leapfrogging THE LYRICAL horrors of her age, 
The record should be sat on fire for how this is not so good.

But there are Miles to go before I sleep ,
Goldilocks situation have never been my fate ,
2025 and my songs still hit the highway headlights and all my albums still ; get antagonized ,
Because I am here to last forever , even after I DIE , or I don`t otherwise? 

Leeza