IS IT BETTER TO SPEAK OR TO DIE?
Theme - IS IT BETTER TO SPEAK OR TO DIE? Subtheme- INTERROGATIONS OF MY FAVOURITE FIGHTS Where are my accolades of being an absurdist, when I could be grieving for the loss of my life? Where Are My Fruits After Bearing All This Futility, in silences of scream & screams of silences? Was I just another fruit, that you loved to peel & abandoned in the desert of your desolation, because you wanted to kill time or my sane mind? Where are my trophies of being untouched and juvenile? Where are my prizes for bearing this pain with a smile? Where are my honours for being this kind? Where are my claps for not being clever enough? Where are my rewards for not resting when I should have left? Where are my citations when I bore those seizures without asking for the aid and advice of my wisdom when I saw your vices? Where are my awards when I faked that it did not hurt? Where are my grants when I resisted lamenting it first? Where are my gifts for waiting and bemoaning till etern...
