GOD KNOWS I WAS AN ACCIDENT
I was an accident at birth Not a coincidence Or a destiny Or a miracle My mother loves me because I am her child And I despise my mother because I am her child She doesn't deserve a daughter like me I do not deserve a mother like her We both love each other But our love is comes with conditions That I have to be her child Only her child I have lucked out on her And she crosses her fingers whenever she sees my face She would like to believe that she has won a lottery When I trample her expectations under my foot like a tragedy.. God knows I was an accident He must have save evidences of my slim chances But still I chanced myself out of her womb She fed me there with hope, like she feeds me now ... I am sorry mother, I know I am not a great daughter But I can't be anybody else I am sorry mother, I wish I was a great daughter A daughter you deserved A daughter who could show you more love...
