seventeen ~ Lyrics

seventeen 

seventeen , I turned seventeen, when winter screamed

body issues , feeling full and eating till noon 

summer dream , it was a summer dream

I aced my exams , topped in winter land 

for once I had nothing to do and I had so much to be proud of

but I can be proud off ?

can I just not howl on?

I missed my best friend 

I have lost 10 pounds 

I made some new friends 

but not for long 

not for long 

not for long

seventeen , I turned seventeen, 

had my last school year , pandemic appeared , 

cannot see any friend , and any of them 

made me loose my mind 

I just wanted to die

I just wanted to kill my boredom 

found a guy on a dating site , somehow

he told me , he had crush on his best friend 

I think I don`t remember his name ,he was insane 

seventeen , I turned seventeen,

flunked my classes , wrote hundreds of poems 

and there is no going back 

and there is no coming back

from where I lost my grandfather 

one person after another , one death and one left 

a boyfriend and a best friend , who I loved then ,  

left me and told me , I was maniac…..

twenty three , I turned twenty three

lost so many of them 

lost the count back then 

who to blame?

& who to call?

I am no more seventeen ,

but I am sorry , if you are seventeen and still figuring shit …

seventeeeeen…

Leeza