A BIT OF LIFE BOTHERS ME

A bit of light bothers me 

Like someone is staring at me 

Darkness comforts me

Darkness makes me act who am I. 

A bit of light takes away the hours of my day

I ain' fully awake or fully asleep

At such hours of day

A bit of light

Is petrifying

A bit of light is just like the bit of love 

or the bite of love 

That doesn't let you loose hope

But doesn't make you feel any better

A bit of of light is just like luck

That wouldn't be full of light 

Unless you would actually do something about it 

And rely only on it. 

A bit of life has a weird sense of humor 

That comforts no one except it's own existence

And discomforts everyone 

But nobody leave because they see a bit of it.. 

A bit of light is a false hope

But a hope

That let you live your all life

Tied to it

Doing nothing about it. 

A bit of light bothers me 

Like someone want me to get comfortable with the bit of it 

As all they could offer me is a bit 

When I know I deserve more... 

A bit of light bites me, 

And I even want to bite it back

But I am bothered by it

And unless it wouldn't stop bothering me 

I wouldn't bite it or leave it or loose it... It all

A bit of light,

 is bothered by all of us too

But loves to act generous when all it is ,

Is an actual coward... 

A bit of light wanna act like half death & half life

You couldn't get enough of both ,

 but you know you  wanna die, at least this time

Or you would never be able to live somehow... 

Leeza