How it sound when a dissenter write about a disaster.

 how it sound when a Dissenter writes about a  

disaster 

cameras rolls ,flipping on my side,

venting out what I seek to taint,

a lot of shit, but a lot we missed,

I loved you back then, and now I hated.

provoking silence ,gravity enrolls,

people change like the virtues of woes,

stable friend would stab your back,

and unstable would curse your soul.

I hate my lover and I hate my friends,

I seek disparity to find peace within myself hence,

I will cut you off and move to enigma,

I hate you in the code of sigma.

peculiarity grows , out of frustration,

breaking bows and bearing bullies,

I hate all of them,

and they crawl underneath my bedsheet.

you are good to go and bad to be with,

I am fine with sorrows and broken springs,

 best friends turn to become bullshit,

and best boyfriends turn to become bastards.

relationships can curse your mighty will to undergo union for shower,

I would chose billion fucking dollars over billion fucking monsters,

I chose myself over no one and would keep on choosing myself again and again and again,

till you would learn to breathe my pain

my soul is dynamic

and I like to spice it,

the sugar is sweetened

as the ice tea is made by my soulmate- satan. 

Lucifer has commenced hiding in my bedsheet,

wait , the hate is all too merrier to be profound,

we wait to strive for dreary wound,

but I cast my soul in the broken sound,

I would live out my life and I would find peace in my stride.

but the broken souls get woven out of appraisal,

I can't live my life out of someone's dreary nature,

and this is the guilt of gruesome guides , when love start ending itself coming nearer to it's fairy demise.

he got no chill,

and I got no will

my friends got no money to pay the bill ,

and my exes got nobody like me still.

but you know what,

you can't seek what you love until,

you have learnt to appreciate it,

like in the world of where everyone hates me,

I have learnt to praise myself cause' I know my worth as I have made it.