PICK YOUR POISON , WELL DYSFUNCTIONAL DELIBERATIONS OR BELLIGERENCE ? (context of Gaza)

Am I Born for revolution?
Or am I born for  redemption?
Am I born to abandon life,
Where I meet my end and find it worthwhile?

am I born for recognition?
or am I born to become  an artistic enterprise?
Am I born in the wrong generation?
Or am I born to suffer from severe depression?

Am I born for feel the women's rage at teen's age?
Or am I born to grow in exhaustion at every phase?
But Am I born to become the cult poet of back date,
And "die of  the feeling of uncertainty " To be really comprehended.


Am I just a scribbling machine with some human mind in it?
Or am I the genuine disgust which make my parents  want to die?
But what if I am another repeated monotony of this century ,
Who may get recognised, but still get severely scrutinized,
To be agonized and constantly get De-humanized? 

Am I the warrior without my Weapons ? 

Who is looking for her sword and getting altruisticly abandoned ? 

Am I the one who get constantly clapped and criticised for feeling artistic isolation, 

As the only way to run away from this mundane misery? 

But what if I was born just to write down the most VULNERABLE VERSES of this era?

For the humans that find no gentle lookout for their DEPRESSED PASSIONS. 

But  I could EITHER KILL OR CURE THIS HUMAN RACE , 

so you can pick your poison of choosing Either 

PHYSICS WITH REASON OR POETRY FOR PROFESSION ? 

So as do I get to choose,
Let me choose,  Poetry over senseless aggression,
Poetry as my  passion,
Poetry whilst practicing pessimism,
Poetry to bring attention on Rafah,


It's inhumane to be a human ,
And not feel the atrocities of other  humans,
Just because they are practicing different religion than yours ,
So pick your poison, well, choose DYSFUNCTIONAL DELEBRATIONS ( IN UN) OR BELLIGERENCE? 

(in the context of Gaza) 

Leeza