LOVE IS ALWAYS A SOLITARY EXPERIENCE

And  then one day  I realised you will never love me as deeply I loved you because you are not me and you don't feel feelings so passionately but unfortunately you may regret  your whole  life that why can't you love me so you could have me forever and I would be free and emancipated from the slightest thought that I could love you better any day because I know I couldn't and I actually did love you from the deepest lakes of my heart and you treated  me as I was a burden to you, as I am the most shallow human being demanding something  more than your affection, understanding and empathy in times of need. But even your regret won't change the fact that you couldn't feel the feelings intensely and so is love. 

You could surely love people but not with the kind of understanding and vulnerability that you accept their flaws and faults and admire them through them. You couldn't admire the obscurity and the peculiarity of human eccentricity that makes you more of a human and less of a human with humanity. Love is only a solitary experience in the sense that we all almost love differently and I pity you because you can't feel the love I poured on you and you don't even have the idea about how much contentment does reciprocation and gratefulness in love could bring. But I am sure you will remorse losing on me because trust me I loved you with all my innocence and all the gentle forbearance for you and as life would test you, you will miss this familiar nostalgia from your past. So the apathy would be, that you didn't love me as I did and I won't miss you ever, as you would. 

Yours Leeza