I HAVE 9 INSANE LIVES

I HAVE 9 INSANE LIVES

1) Relentless in craving my passions in this life,
Or whatever,
Lemme read till I die, at least.

2) I am bearing this soul,
But I am bearing this with confessions of a determined mind,
Not a captivating complainer's soul,
And no one can unlive my existence on this.

3) I may not today
I may not tomorrow
But someday I will win
But I am sure that the very next day I would lose
Again,
And that's satisfying

4) Let it go,
Let it come,
Let it drown within me,
And I will read till my 19 heads explode to become divine,

 Again. 

5) There is no failure of this existence,
I was born to contemplate the shit out of me and my constant existentialism
So I can unease my mind and not remember any of you in my next 8 lives.

LEEZA