A FRIENDSHIP OUT OF NOWWHERE EXCEPT A COUPLET CORRECT GUESS

A FRIENDSHIP OUT OF NOWWHERE EXCEPT A COUPLET CORRECT GUESS 

There has been many friendships that we come across and in the innocence of childhood and stupidity we call all of them as our friends when in reality , we only come across a few friends or maybe just one true friend or maybe none . maybe I am my only friend as taylor swift said in her latest album , that you are your own kid and you have always have been , but the reality is that, this kid is definitely on her own but even then this kid have one or maybe two or maybe three knowns around them to talk about what she feels .maybe I  have become too mature to babble this , but there are friendships that save you from being alone in the class, there are friendships that save you from being lonely in the park, there are friendship that make you feel not so on your own in your back to home journey from school at your bus or a car , but this one saved me so I can vomit my varieties of wine that I have hided inside myself through all my life.

 It happened when it didn`t feel like ,not  in the necessity, but in real it was urgent , not only urgent, but kinda inevitable but the kinda urgent that needed to happen at that moment immediately. She saw my highs and my lows , she made me a human with emotions after all with feelings and fallings , which I was not ready to accept . though everything of that ended or more I could say collapsed but she made me who I am as a person know in a way or many . i saw her as weirdly panicking in the year 2018 in a hindi extempore competition , and my unsual hug didn`t please her in the year 2019 but my unusual non relatable boy talks did in 2020 , I don`t know how, maybe because she didn`t see my face and it was all through the calls and a few cool and chaotic competitions . 

We meet almost never and talk less now cause we both are busy but still , we bond the same with the same intensity like those two bees who got a lot to babble to each other and I hope it would never change . even in my last rebirth or even if I took rebirth as a real bee, make her a stone , so I can sit on it and talk to her about my bee experiences because even after being a bee my boy experiences would be worth telling as she would be happy being a stone so she doesn`t have to do anything except existing . but for me her existence is inevitable till eternity . someday when I will grow and dance or maybe eat food at her wedding, I will feel so bad-bad for the boy she will marry , cause she talks a lot. I pray she choose a boy who doesn`t talk that much or she will be crushed and doesn`t like talking in the morning because In the morning she doesn`t get the hearing or talking stuff either . but anyway I will still feel bad for the boy because he has to go through the hearing part daily , anyway , courage to his future man .

Practically and formally , things happens when they have to happen, so we both became friends like out of nowhere .

 things fall out of place ,and come back at once and fall again , and this bond saves me, within the life and more, I don`t want to die before her because after being a ghost if I got boy issues or more , how could I call her and tell her the story  of her being a real human , anyway,enough of appreciation and aspirations for the future. i don`t want to sound tooooo good of a friend cause I am not , so let me say, I like it more when she talks a little less XD. I know I am a very good tease .

LEEZA