Love in the Lockets

1) I have the habit of teaching myself, 

To be in  less love everyday. 

Not because I want to, 

But because I don't want to hold on the feeling of something i can't ever have. 

2) The plan is pretty simple to cry till I write the best of phrases, 

Or cry myself to sleep so I can dream of us in the best of the places. 

3) What are we even? 

If we are not the cluster bonds of each other, 

As if I separate from you, I seek you, 

And if I am with you, I want to love you. 

4) It's been said over a million times, 

That Love is  a waste of time, 

But are we supposed to be so productive? 

That we stopped feeling any emotion, 

Because ultimately everything  wastes us off. 

5) I used to contemplate, often

If I was a free bird, 

Would I still question myself? 

That why I didn't cage myself in the apathies of being genuinely so absurd.

6) I am so genuinely in love with you, 

That each part of me, 

Slip off when they say your name,

Like it was me, not you who was ever being called upon.

7)Sometimes the future haunts me, 

Sometimes the past traumatizes me, 

So I take a leap to sit in your lap, 

To be more evident of how Wholesome my present is.

9) I want to band  you with me, 

For the rest of our lifetimes, 

Not in the way that we never create choas, 

But whenever we do, we clean that out too. 

10) I am So  in Love with you, 

as the stars are with moon, 

As the pyramids are with egypts, 

As the Phoenix is with ashes.