c'est la fin

And you think you have left me Or you asked me to leave , 

But you don't know, you still hoped that I would say " I love you too much to ever go "

And I would stay with you for every lifetime, or at least for this one,

And you hoped in your heart and in its corners that I would stay, 

Overlooking your disgusted stares whenever I always stayed . 

But then I realized, this is me getting habitual of your certain imposter ways , 

Like I am veritable trashcan, of you coming back to me and thinking you have lighted my days, 

But I wasn't ever obliged to stay, 

But you had certain faith, that I would . 

And I used to have oceans of water in my eyes

But this time they were dry

But you took no notice of them , that why? 

And then you hoped, that I may be polite at your " Concerning reply " The very next day and act like nothing happened , 

But I was firmly mean , and then you wished, 

I might call, one day, maybe in a week or two or after a few months. 

6 months passed , an year, another 365 days,  four years in prayers 

and you must have married a girl who could admire your half twisted ways, 

But I never called and a decade passed and you still had hope. 

And then you saw me near the lake and I was laughing carelessly with my friends , 

You recognized me instantly, but I took no notice of you as I was occupied in my ways , 

And then you saw my husband, chuckling like he got a raise. 

You came uninvited to say hi, 

I didn't recognize you in the very first place, 

And then I recalled, and I smiled, saying " the circle of life " , meet my husband, 

" He doesn't mind when I laugh shamelessly " 

You did smirked knowing what I was doing 

But you took no notice of him 

But you could see the glimmering sense of honour I had in my eyes ,

and the same clumsy oblivion I carry as a bag of trophies.

And I walked passed you, 

And you stayed near the lake for while, 

In the hope that I might come back, 

But I never did and you said to yourself " The circle of life "

c'est la fin

Leeza