To the one who hurt you

 An open letter

 - to the one who keep on hurting me 

Why in the world do you love to hurt me so much?

Why just why? You always say you love me... But unfortunately you never prove that, and then you say you don't know how to do that. But it's insane you don't know how to love and take care of someone, but you exactly know how to hurt someone. No man, i no more feel unhappy or unpleasant, because now I have learnt to adjust with you or better i have to adjust with you. but i still don’t know why i have to? Maybe just because I love you. 

You talk nonsense, you say shit, you do absurd things. The next moment you apologise when I don't talk to you. Then you call me gruesome for not forgiving you. But man listen, it ain't the first, second or the third time, that apologizies can be that easy. I have a heart who loves you but still I have a head, who knows that you are bad for my mental health. Maybe not, because I have learnt to adjust with you.. Or maybe I have to do that. Just cause I love you.

You say stuff and always argue, why the heck you love doing that? Is that your love, that is tied in debating with me over issues that that are resolvable.

Why you are so adamant? Why are you so stubborn with your points that are so incongruent?why don't you learn to agree when someone is right? And Why once you fight you come over again to say sorry to seek apology when you know you were right yesterday's night ? And why the heck i always give you that apology that you never deserve in that silver platter. maybe I have learnt to adjust with you or maybe I have to adjust with you, just because I love you.

But trust me it would end someday, when I will find someone who knows to give and take respect and not make fun of someone over the jocks that one can't dwell. I know I would be powerful enough to say no to you, and that day I would really grow up to unlearn how to adjust with you because that day I have to unlearn to adjust with you. Because that day I would have fallen out off love with you. 

Yours leeza