BURNING NOTHINGNESS

We all want to burn ourselves, some through the fire of ambition, some through grief, some through longing, some through emotions, some through victimization , some through drinking, some through not drinking, some through  weeping, some through suppressing, 

overwhelming ourselves, cutting ourselves, day after day , months after month , years after years, decades after decades, to feel alive, but unfortunately, in the end, we numb us to almost everything  , that we die inside us, just contemplating we are not dead, we have life left within us, when everything we have within us is NOTHINGNESS.