ANNIHILATIONS OF AN INSANE

(1) I suffocate how I feel,

I do read to relate so I could heal,

But the bruises stare back at me ,

So I continue to bleed, endlessly. 

[2 ] they peeled my skin , ingeniously ,

What a ingenuity!

They adulterated my blood, vigorously ,

What an insanity!

They salted my bones, to cut them, 

So easily!

They coaxed my head, so I couldn`t contemplate ,

That what a fool I was , to trust men, 

So unwomanly .

[3] decades of trysts ,

Centuries of trials ,

Mundane desires,

Insane inspires. 

[4] what a fool is humankind to built  civilizations,

And then bury them , 

Assigning reasons, outside them ,

 to why did they end ?

Whereas the only true reason is ,

HUMANS THEMSELVES! 

[5 ] Truth is most honestly and transparently  subjective .

[6] My last regret , 

that I would carry to my grave is that ,

I have wasted myself for nothing , 

REALLY NOTHING ! 

[13] Patriarchy is the most perpetual truth of this society ,

That does approve man , but not mankind.

[14] if my fingers burn,

 flaming my virtues on the ink ,

Could I still ignite my seizures in me? 

 to cull my anguish with faith ,

if fret could leave my body ,

 disparity could abandon my mind ,

misery could desert my soul , 

remorse could reckon” my foes,

I might turn up a woman again , a tragedy  ,  

But before that , can I have another cup of tea, please ?

Leeza