Distant in the Desire

 The Distant in the Desire

In the nuances of panache and nettle times,

We got caught up with each other to finally fulfillingly die.

You used your pseudonym to cover my birthmarks under your heavy chest,

While I fudgeted around myself to make my virago self distract.

Among my lost luster engrossed  in lacklustre,

You tried to pass through the impasse.

In the murky lands of lucifer rococo,

You won my already dead heart.

Now we have fallen in the querk to resolve,

This puzzle that lie between the demolished unruffled stage.

Where the dead lovers lay,

And the wise man play.

 When I nictate enough to shut my eyes and ullage my love for you,

Why your reflexes come back rather than to recede far away.

A distant in the desire glows for a while,

And then it get camouflaged.

Once I used to swivet about your glances,

But now my vulpine self has lost the estate of imagining fairy chances.

Once I used to dream about you before sleeping,

But now I just sleep and then my heart start wailing.

 In the pearl of golden harbour,

We both drove across in the sea of pretense.

In the virtue of vintage hearts,

We both galloped to fly in the honouring band.

Who to trust?

Who to not?

Who to ask?

Who to not?

Who to hate?

Who to not?

Who to love? 

who to not?

Are the questions of befitting pleasure...

Trapped in the inboxes of unheard and unfelt desires...

 In the backdate of nighties trend, 

We both shook our hands to fall for that same love beheld song game.

Looking in each other's eyes and trying to fall back in them for a while,

We both got brashed in a wonderland.

But Wonderland won't last forever,

As fairy tales are stipulated to pollute our naive minds to fall in love, never,

So the wonderboxes get never opened,

And our wonderful Desire get never completely woven.

 Behooving the one,

For whom we felt the most.

Ridiculing the one,

Who should get more applauds.

Granting none,

Bragging about age old love jokes .

Being tied to the hook-up culture ,

Where all desires get packed and transported in a distasteful box.

Leeza