oh I missed missing uh!?

Beaches down in summer lane , 

Wandering over water ,

Not lost , still in your arms, 

Smiling with you [oh I miss ]

Long back that used to happen

Now we both are engaged , tired  and exhausted 

With this love, arent we?

A deficient dilemma ,

Dont have the courage to communicate,

So I sit and slide to scribble,  

Felt if I didn`t imagine you ,

would forgot you so soon,

you are in my heart only

not in my chat & call history

what kind of hide & seek are we playing?

Video calls once a month,    

Calls , twice in one , hardly , 

In which one & quarter are clashes ,

Silence and smiles in satellites  

Lies and cries  in dark