MENTAL EUTHANASIA

 1) Dehumanizing moral dilemmas is the only resort that aid me to personalise intellectual disabilities with which I was born with ,

and with the intellectual inefficiencies that I am going to bear with.

2) If rupturing my body could make me more of a humane , 

I would rupture my soul to be more of an insane, 

But the tragedy is that ,

you could not be  only a deranged soul or a human anatomy , 

You are going to be both, or none, bruised in one.

3) The philosophical urge to desensitize my dilemmas is so massive, 

That I may rather  commit homicide rather than making direct decisions . 

4) The fault of human is not to be born , 

But the fault of human is to believe that evolution could do any better to civilisation ,

And the impugn is that , accountability is expected from the very next generation 

That has suffered from the chronic heritage of believing the same doomed fate. 

 

5) Am I even capable of phrasing that how "loathsome loneliness can at times make living beings so susceptible to befriending chronic yearning for grief " that they may not commit bodily suicide but rather end up self slaughtering themselves in small portions of mental euthanasia that make them perpetually longing for despair. 

Leeza