THE LAST TESTIMONIAL OF THE DECEASED

People come to me often and ask me what am I writing and I say, my Death Entry .
But there is nothing poetic about obituaries because they are considered gruesome, but their fascination never ends as that was the last, the very last testimonial of one's life and there seems no life ahead after that point where others could get something out of the engraved person and that makes it terribly irresistible. 

So I have written numerous death enteries and I still continue to write more of them. Not because I am particularly fascinated by them, only because I feel, someday, maybe after a century later , when someone would read this, they could get to the point of how exactly I feel and jolt over this. 

Obituaries are gentle peace of dreadful literature that makes the period of human living bearable for a while because ultimately we all die, one day Or other but to reach that point and while ingesting all this suffering atleast I could write, atleast I could exhaust myself in this cursed literature for the time being , so that one day when the end really consumes me, I could have my period of eternal rest and never concern my soul for feeling, " What more could I offer to this world? " As the answer would remain " Nothing, really Nothing , more than my damned writings " 

Leeza