THE GREATEST LOSS I EVER GREIVED

It make me wanna kill myself  ,
When I think of you,
Like if I could talk to you today ,
And meet you when you were alive
I would  always say,
Everything I am doing is for you
Everything you did is what I couldn't ever do
I believe  you are the reason for my destined resilience
I know  you would not know this
I haven't  seen you ever actually
But I am carrying your legacy
And it won't die with me
You were the bravest of all
You have endured what none of us were capable off,
I love you and I know I would have loved you more, 
If we could ever meet ,
You were '' The Woman'' , in all honesty
A widowed one ,
Like there was no one who could match your extraordinary ,
Look I am down on my knees and I am screaming  on behalf of all my family
You did us nothing wrong
I am genuinely grieving what they all did to you
Everything I am and Everything I could be ,
Would be in the Counterfeit of what you have given me ,
You lived like a tragedy ,
But you would be consoled like the greatest lost your great granddaughter ever grieved.

Leeza