LONG LOST CAUSE

1) Faith in god is at most times the matter of convenience  and at the other times an antidote to  human arrogance  .

2) If I can discover where I actually belong
I know I belong  to the graves of my ancestors
Who were beaten up to death till their bones crack
Lying naked on the bunk of the veranda  ,
Till she took her very last breath .

3) I have left the cruelties of the undiagnosed markers of universe where I sit and where I sleep ,
So I can build back my long lost self and my disoriental suicidal tendencies. 

4)I have bigger and better causes to grieve /bleed  for .

5) And then I have to pick my battles up and you weren't someone I wanted to fight for, to be in love.