If I could ever meet you

 If I could meet you 

The running  water beneath my heart,

Rose to eternal enigma of my visualisation.

The creation of criteria made me doubt?

If there could be a human  existence even in huge population.

Dilemma and dilusion hit me ,

I was just easy going, busy in my studies and carefree.

Science and fiction of love was understandable and  unrelatable,

But who cares for what is definable and confinable.

If he has to come, 

He would.

If it have to be an unfulfilled dream in the shackles of brocken time.

Nobody can stop it , through the grandour of my vibe.

The solitary seattle of lost mind and my empty eyes.

The wail of eureka was felt instantly, 

When i came to realise that I found him,

But , the concerns were high.

For many reasons , uncover the truth with no latent lie.

If really He is the pragmatic version ,

Of my visualised soul.

The deepest darkest imagine that I want to behold,

That meant to be mine for so ever, precious to me more than Gold.

Love , LoVe,Love seemed a flicker,

So far you are , so away from my heart.

If I couldn't hold your hand, 

For a second or so .

Look into your brown eyes,

Deep down like the mesmerizing truffle of black or white.

I used to see life as right and wrong,

But you made me realise thay there is a way  to move along.

When You meet the right person,

He is right  , for ever , for now and then.

Whether you both are unable to talk for days or months,years

If He is right for you, you have to wait for the right time till your obstacled road get clear.

If treason are you,

I must be the traitor....

If charisma are you,

I must be chaos.

If patient are you,

I must be a rebel....

But this anatagonist would fight from the ordeals and upheavels of world, 

Even if the whole world was dead.

The secret of surrounding was never told , 

But was kept blatantly alive , breathing behind the glasses made up of gross.

Smile, smile , smile,

Cause cries are fatal.

Make time, make effort, rather than claiming he is mine.

But what's your perception about love ?

Easy? Complicated? Kisses , or hugs?

No , No dear !stop!stop!

Wait here.

Love is Love, a feeling of joy.

The feeling that is meant to be beautifully nostalgic in its way.

The little things we do matter much more than the Biggies you grant anyway.

Ride behind the sunset, or the gloomy days of sadness,

Just stay with me , hold me near and kiss me slightly , at any moment , any way.

Let the flow make you flicker, in the moment of rejoice,

That you both got no optional way to ignore the divineness of each other face! Just no choice.

Stay Honest!if not loyal.

Stay respectful ! If not lovable

Stay adorable! If not compatible

Stay together not by distance but by hearts ! Rather than apart.

But still, I have faith,

Faith in my feelings for you.

Faith in my endevour , I put for you,

Faith  in my sincerity,i have shown to you , just to you.

No regrets even if you left me , 

I would be a  delightful experience to even get hurt by you.

Sounds stupid? And too unrealistic?.

Nope that's how hard I feel for you, only for you.

See love, lemme call you love.

I want love , I really want more than enough.

I promise to stand still with you, 

Holding your hands, wiping your tears, listening your prattles, and loving you through, all my life ,.........

Now I am more than tired, I will continue next time what is left due.

Leeza sharma