Not you again

 Not you again

I was insane to find peace in your traumatic stain,

The pain of detachment made her versatile but dirunally vain.

The charisma of the 7 months passed like the 11 punch,

Cause this is  how we make the world to see indifference in the well acknowledged  galumph.

The choas that you create,

Wiped all my tears apart.

The scene that we made ,

Was never complete from start.

The breakups and patchups are so primary,

But we weren't that immature to deject ultimately.

The blunders I created , the thunders we went through,

Lonely love awake when it have to.

The betrothal of enigma ,

And the Love we shared.

Was so different,

For this world to understand , to befriend.

Why? We let go...

When we feel the same.

Why ?.we don't make amends and efforts?

In life and in love.

They said that it won't ever be the same now,

I said how could it be?

They said , it won't never be again now,

And I said, I won't wanna have any one even if he won't be the one, somehow.

They say he was a indifferent guy,

I said But why?...

They say he was absymal for you,

I said I am ready until he is there , and i knew.

Will the pain treasure me,

Beneath the bed of catastrophe?

Will the love die someday?

But if it was you and me,

I would drive out another way.

Cause it was always you,

But it won't never be you back again.

It was always you,

But not now ,not in this pain.

It was always you,

But now i am getting sane.

It was always you,

Under the shallow truth and the latent lie of hidden clue.

So through the time

Of great vine,

Through the love of flowery clovers.

Through the dine of daylight,

Through the moon of stimulating sky.

It was always you,

It would always be you.

It won't ever change,

Until you made me replaced.

Through of guts of stolen stars

,Times of trusting trauma.

Through the pinch able trust to the unworthy love,

It was always you ,and it has always been only you.

But it won't ever be you again,

Cause you shattered the metophor ,

The clings of the love and trust.

You made me realise I was so unwise.

So it won't never be you again,

Cause you ain't the man of maturity.

You are dealing with those broken past and insecurity,

Where trust look the indebilating insanity.

It was always you,

But now the times have  changed.

It was always you,

Through my happy and dark times strains.

It was you, my dear!

But you ended it,

It was you , my dear,

But you demanded it !

It was you , my dear,

But you bended it!

It was you my dear,

And now you have broken  and offended it.

So for your willful wishfulfillment dream, 

I have surrendered it.

It was you my dear,

In the near dark and near death , all things are cleared.

Leeza