When a boy leaves you without telling you the particular reason

 _When a boy leaves you without telling you the particular reason, why do you want to wait for him to come back all these seasons?_

You know what,

I didn't know why it happened.

Suddenly ,although.

You know this,

We grew apart and that's so true.

That 22 nd november was a bad day, 

although .

You took my heart,

With you.

And i loved you,

Although.

You know what, 

I wanna be yours , although.

Completely pure,

Sacred to be endure.

But when you  left me , 

Behind the cages of the gates .

When the boundaries still bait,

The bondages were great.

They say,

I was in love.

And the love was lost,

I was being left ,

 torn to mourn.

Cause baby I really tried,

Cut my demons ,

 back inside.

Troubles built ,

Through love cape, 

Broken hills,

You and me failed.

Baby I, 

I didn't lie.

I won't deny ,

That you were high up and you were love.

Maybe I can get, 

Many enough.

Love was seeked,

Bethrotal cheeks,

Kisses burn,

And demons die,

Cause even when,

I was right,

You took me wrong,

And dreaded the fairy song.

I was in love with you, 

All this single time.

Cause moments broke me through,

This love is not all mine.

When a boy leaves you,

When you were in love.

You need to know,

That he was long gone,

But still you know where he ultimately belongs.

So look in my eyes,

With no love .

Only suspect,

No real facts.

And come back please,

Realise this.

We were so immature to leave.

And don't go 

And don't leave,

Cause you were mine,

So hard to find.

Its tragedy,

But at last it happened!

So much love to seek!

Nothing to reckon!

Alas! It happened!

I was such a fool, 

To let you go.

I should tie my heart

With your though.

The past is solemn,

But the present hurts.

I hate you so much now ,

but still I love.

People patch ,

And go through times.

Were our misunderstanding,

So complicated to be solved? So sublime....

Baby I , love you then,.

I love you still .

Can  I seek what you left,

Can I get your broken heart filled?

Can we be forever now,

Can we never die?

Can we be lovers now,

Can we seek, all left behind?

And now its 12, 

12 december vibes.

And you and me ,

Are still alive.

Cheeseburgers are ,

 so dear to me.

They make me so,

Sadly happy.

And I hope ,

That you are fine.

Happy times!

New year vibes!

Get a girl,

Fall in love!

Have that heart!

You never got to beat for mine!

And this is how,

Story ends.

We both were friends,

And  now strangers instead.

So here I leave,

And there you go.

Broken hearts,

Sucked souls,

Deep throats.

Hand glued,

I loved you

And only you, 

What A lie it sounds,

But it is so true!

Leeza

12 December 2020