The worst Christmas gift I have ever received

 _*The worst Christmas gift I have ever received*_

 you came to go like the beast of hopvine horizone ,

like the summers blue but the winters disaster  of Pine .

you were the baddest kind of love I have ever experienced ,

yes ,you were the worst for sure, I did it though I feared.

 the cascade of crooked Enigma,

 you painted my day and night in Illusion of wails  through the pictureseque pains.

 a monster you are, a demon you engraved,

a madman too insecure and unsure about whatever you felt.

 seasonal was everything in your desire for me ;

no you didn't used me but you  abused me  honey, seriously.

 you took my time, my mind, my heart,

 but you were never mine completely or enough.

 

 then you came back saying I am sorry,

 it won't happen ever again. 

 I trusted you like girls like me do,

 in the very first place.

 but everything was just a game,

 you started dating  her.

A toxic piece of shit you were,

 I could see the harm but I never accepted it my brain was foolish enough from the very start.

 the trauma you had in your plethoric past ,

was the trauma You Make Every fuckin' person around you feel. the need of body over powers your love ,

all you wanna do is fuck, messup  and move ahead, like a bastard who give bruises to his Lover when the time comes and when he faces trials of bitter handcuffs .

you don't want to communicate,

 because talking is a shit.

 all you want to do is meet the person,

 like after meeting we would fall together, when we are meant to fall apart, forever?

 yes ,you were wrong ,

not just wrong but an exclusive attention seeker .

the more I had given to you,

 the more you craved craftedly.

 your heart is empty like your brain,

  you appeared to be the sweetest boy that every girl  ever wanted ,

and then you come with your Evil aspirations ,

all you want to do was consume me and now you will consume her.

 what a God damn! intrinsic  mastermind who lack nothing you were to me,

 but pretended he lacked everything and the most was love.

 your love and care was fiction played  affectionately, a utopiac visionary,

 A dracorian  battle you had with yourself and you tried to fight it with me.

 leave boy,

 fuck yourself up.

 you are mad ,

 without you I am so happily glad.

 So let me stay clear and loud ,

you were the worst thing .

I had in my life,

 and yes I would never let you ruin  again mine.

but listen Mr. Immature  Lad,

 You were a cruel deformity of my dreams.  that I thought would make me happy ,

but you made me self doubt my own existence and   self esteem.

 So when an ill disposed cruel Brat like you,

 tries to manipulate and exploit young girls like me .

They would one day  know that Karma is a Bitch ,what you will do to us,

 would wrap the nasty gift of an aversive amateur and our places would surmountingly switch.

Leeza