FlOOD & FIRE (SONG/ POEM )

FLOOD & FIRE 

This is entirely work of fiction 

yesterday it rained & I felt the same,

where are you my sam , my peter, or my john ?

my very first lover ?

for who I used to write songs & poems to recover?

I ache a little longer now, 

I think this is not going anywhere?

but I could understand,

I see you in my dreams , in my hotel ids, 

I thought I was clean , the flood took you away, 

but did you find a ship, a boat or a plane?

come back & take me with you,

i wanna see your face

come back to me ,

come back to meeeeee,,

come back to see , my pierced heart still beats for you.

come back to mee,,

come back please,

I can`t no more grieve , my pierced heart is heating in blues,

they all lie, say time does take away pain

do you feel it ?

if you are reading this , you know who you are?

don`t you?

I tried to find other heavens , but heavens are not for us , 

we are people of flood & fire , 

I said I would come back to me, 

when my syllables would run dry?

you said you would come back to me ,

when you would feel fine ?

I hope you feel fine , 

since I am not sitting across by your side,

if you wanna come back, 

I am sitting right on the desk , waiting for you, 

I can stop the watch ,

 the mona lisa could this time properly smile .

are you looking for a signs & clues ?

because I gave you all, 

the any- where- every- where door is shattered, 

& I could no more cry about this,

run back to me, in all ends, in case , 

you change your mind?

come back to me ,

run back meeeeee,,

come back to see , my pierced heart still beats for you.

come back to mee,,

run back please,

I can`t no more grieve , my pierced heart is heating in liue,

I tried to find other heavens , but heavens are not for us , 

we are the people of flood & fire , 

you said you would come back to me, 

when all your options expire?

are your options alive?

are you happy peter? 

do you miss me sometime?

I lost your number & your name.

love lost & love well tried , 

you said you would run back to me, 

when the time would be right?

is the time really right , this time?

dust has collected on my table , 

I am still sitting there, 

everyone has left the party, 

have you still not changed your mind?

aren`t we 

 the people of flood & fire?

aren`t we 

the people of solitude & satire ?

you said you would come back to me, peter

was all this a lie?

you said you would run back to me, peter

when all your phone calls run dry?

you said I was the one you loved,

 under the rainbows & dark skies,

& if I left , everything would be second best, 

so I stayed & I tried, but I am tired 

are you coming back to take me to your land ?

or should I send a UFO ?

cause if you can`t rescue me , 

aliens can rescue you.

peter, was it all a lie?

was I just the 1st girl, on the list ,

is everything still second best, when I am not around ,

I guess , we were never the people of flood & fire , peter

I guess , as lovers we should retire , peter,

I lost you, I lost what we had, it all make sense ,somehow 

now it doesn`t rain here anymore , 

I guess the drought is underlying , peter 

we were never the people of flood & fire……

we are more of the people of drought & denial, 

My aliens even committed suicide,

I guess you killed them , like you killed me 

I guess everything is no more the second best for you,

I guess, I was really the 1st girl, on the list, 

you lost me , you lost what we had, it all make sense ,somehow 

I was flood & fire, when all you could offer was drought & denial.

whisper

[oh peter you were so kind, 

you almost left me dying …….]

Leeza