I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME 

I was never a fan of endings ,

but I admire them, now 

I was never fan of friendships,

but I like them , somehow 

I always wanted to have you in my life ,

always even when I know ,

that I don`t love you .

and you love me , all this damn time.

I have friends , but you are special

we are so natural, I don`t even have to say,

you are perfect , in your ways, 

and I don`t wanna see you yearn for me 

or miss me too , but I know you do.

I wish you well,

I wish you so well, that I hope you remember that I am your friend 

I don`t wanna be your lover or best friend,

I wanna be your special friend forever.

 

I am not a fan of forevers,

but with you, they look doable

I am not a fan of crossovers,

but with you, everything looks possible.

I don`t love you,

and I know you do,

I hope I hurt you less, 

I hope I find a means , 

to make your heart not beat, 

but I really don`t want you to go,

I hope we never stop talking,

at nights or even in early mornings.

I left all my friends 

but you are so natural , 

maybe I would love you someday, 

but till then , can you wait ?

I hope you don`t wait,

because with me , tragedies are always on the fate, 

and I don`t want you to hate me ,

but I really want us to be , friends , forever .

& if I would be you, 

I would love myself too,

but the truth is baby,

I don`t love you.

I know you love me ,

and you don`t have to say.

cause` I know how bad does It feel,

loving someone , who doesn`t love you back that way.

Leeza