NARCISSIST ~ Lyrics

If you can get inside my head and see me why I am mad

Then only you would get that even in sleep why i get sad

I mean and I know I lied, to you a million more Times 

But can we just not try , my misery is for lifetime

You can't cure it, so don't try it baby

You can just adore it, but you know it ain't healthy

You can't feel it, so Don't ask me daily

You can't even hate me , so make love to me , to distract me

Even my humour is Tongue in cheek

But I see you want my tongue on my lower lips

Ironical, satirical, post modern, viral, 

Loving me is never that easy, a siren 

You love the challenge of unviable

But leaving me is  harder

And forgetting me is impossible

I told you I have always been a charmer

Don't try to see through me

It's darker

Don't try to be with me 

It's irrational

Don't try to love my pompous

It's preposterous

Don't try to kiss my scars

It's wayward

Charming ambiguity is the rationalism of narcissism, 

that I think I have this mastered most of my life, 

Is this the vacuum of my existentialism or the costume of the state's oversight , 

Stampeding its citizens fundamental rights? 

I think every one contributes when someone uses a gun in a grenade fight?

But not a single one gives a sane piece of advice

Freedom is a luxury that comes with a price

The anatomy of the revolution is always against the post modern capitalist concentration of human life

All I can offer is charming ambiguity and ostensible liminality , 

Commitment for me has always been a crime

All I can offer is nothing wrapped in the bag of luxury

Domesticity for me has always been synthetic paradigm

Aren't we all animals? 

With self referential meta cognition living in some highs? 

Aren't we all wild? 

With our self tamed Synesthesia waiting to die?

Don't try to see through me

It's darker

Don't try to be with me 

It's irrational

Don't try to love my pompous

It's preposterous

Don't try to kiss my scars

It's wayward

Don't try to sympathize with tragedy

I am fucked up

Don't try to smile when I sleep 

It's callous

Don't try to pretend that you ain't hurt

It's vicious

Don't try to love me, when I don't deserve

It's seditious