ALL FOOLS WERE ONCE VERY WISE

ALL FOOLS WERE ONCE VERY WISE

FOR READERS- in the end , para “GOD” is used for wise humans , who understood life , before living it .

I see my future in death

I see my present in dying

I see my past in denying

I see my chance in “forevers of demise”…

I see my tomorrows in yesterdays

I see my yesterdays in day before

I see my day before in last week

I see my last week in last month

I see my last month , in last year

I see my last year , in yesteryears 

I see my yesteryears in yearning 

I only yearn to die …

I see my mother as a child

 I see my father as a kid

I see myself as an adult 

is age reversing , some kind of wisdom drug?

I see my ambitions committed to indecisions 

I see my commitments tied to insincerity 

I see my sincerity eager enough to commit suicide

I am only sincere enough to die …

I see my aunt in angst 

I see my sisters , miserable to marry the best 

I see my fortunes to turn fateful 

till all my fruits would be about ending my own life 

I see my family like a group of who moan and grieve 

unless they all quit talking about their tragedies 

I see my relatives in forms of parasites who love to keep contact ,

only unless the contact is worth the utility to provide …

I see , I see unless I cannot see

I see , I see , unless I am blind

I see , I see , till all the noises are of past are sublimed 

I see , I see , that dying is the form of forever relief ….

god knows , god forbid, 

does god even know , that he exist ?

god knows , god quits , 

does god even ascertain , our commitments to him?

god knows, till he don`t ,

 does god even enjoy , the position of the infalliable wit?

god knows, till he don`t, 

approve of the blasphemy , carried under his name , a counterfeit .

god knows , god forbid ,

all of the religions , that humans commit 

god knows , god tries,

but fails to give wisdom , to his children of irrational submits

god moans , till he cries 

not being able to change ,the stupidity of mankind

god screams , god dies,

as he can`t endure the inhumanity of this species …

god saw his future in death 

god wasted his past in optimist of will 

god lived his present in pessimism of intellect

till he took a knife to incise , his intellect , to live a fool`s life …

LEEZA