HOW DID IT END? ~ Lyrics

HOW DID IT END?

I am detached even when I am Obsessed

I am Trapped even when I am free

I am burning even when I am cold

I was waiting for you to tell me, you loved me, even when I was gone

I am a river, even when I am a stone 

I am an ocean of emotions, even when I look like an oasis of drought

I always miss the train, even when I am sitting in it 

I am a perfect storm, never out of the woods, never on the roads

I was falling for you even when I fight

I was calling you even you were holding a knife

I was loving your analogies, even when I know they all were lies

You were a coming of age love story, I was stuck at the very loose end

I can no more pretend

That we were destined to end

You were hitting a brick wall, 

Loving me from an arm's length

When you chose to leave me 

I was so ready to bend

Till I could no more bend 

I guess I could no more pretend

That we were destined to end

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

on the 8th lane of December train

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

When I gave you my everything? 

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

When you had chances to stayyyyyyyyyyyy, 

Forever, 

Foreverrrrrrrrrrr 

Forever

How did it end? 

But it did end for the better

Better

Betterrrrrrrrrrrrr

Better

did your men & metal expire ?

was I your faithful wife?

do we need to rewind ?

did you have a parallel life?

[high pitched sound]

did your men & metal expire ?

was I your faithful wife ?

do we need to rewind ?

when did you leave my side?

did your men & metal ,

expireeeeeeeeeee?

why was I wild fireddddddddddd?

you could atleast apologizeeeeeeeeeee

you would regret this all your life…….

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

on the 8th lane of December train

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

When I gave you my everything? 

How did it end? 

How did it end, 

When you have chances to stay, 

Forever, 

Forever 

Forever

How did it end? 

But it did end for the better

Better

Better 

Better

did your men & metal expire ?

was I your faithful wife?

do we need to rewind ?

did you have a parallel life?

[high pitched sound]

did your men & metal expire ?

was I your faithful wife ?

do we need to rewind ?

when did you leave my side?

did your men & metal expireeeeeeee?

why was I wild fireddddddddddd?

you could atleast apologize 

you would regret all your life…….

I guess all of your men & metal expired
you would love to portray yourself as an honest liar
a wolf in a lamb`s attire
a coward stepping on my toes , all conspired 
you had no men & no metal in yourself
you would marry a trophy wife
she would be obliterated , till she could find
that loving you , means choosing unloving herself , all her damn life …

Leeza