MY MAN IS ON A MISSION~Lyrics

MY MAN IS ON A MISSION

The track record of our histories guided us, to not to be 

But we still couldn't see the signs .we were so blindsided to die 

I wish I could go back and paint the true picture of your words

When you gave me none .

Loving you felt like being on a mission

loving you felt like intellectual masturbation

loving you felt like us invasion 

loving you felt like someone who pre planned my treason

loving you felt like being on a suicidal mission 

loving you felt like being a civilian who left his home in 1947 partition

loving you felt like emotional ejaculation 

loving you felt like you were a man on a mission [to hurt me]

Loving you felt like someone who pre planned my assassination

Loving you felt like loving a man who drink indecision

Loving you felt like breathing through strangulation

Loving you felt like Living through your incisions 

Even your love portion was poisoned ,all Coiled up

have me all anointed & then Exploited

you were the one , to which I lost my knighthood ,

give me back my statehood , my blood & my boyhood

[does it feel good? was it that good?]

I was so ready to be dismayed by your trickery

that I counted day & weeks & months & years

thinking you we were on the same page

but you changed the chapters , like it was never your story , 

books & then libraries ,what a true visionary.

I was so love stuck , so vision fucked , so mind numb

like you were the path to my nirvana in mahayana

but you lasted like a puff of marijuana

didn`t they warn me ? they did

did I listen? I didn`t

didn`t I see it coming? i didn`t [ I am lying]

didn`t I have hallucinations ? all nights 

lucid dreams , green seas 

you were my enemy

beaches on mountain rims 

I was your one to be , [never]

stiff look , brooded eyes

December 16 , twenty three 

I was your bad dream 

we were never on same team.

The track record of our histories guided us, to not to be 

But we still couldn't see the signs .we were so blindsided to die 

I wish I could go back and paint the true picture of your words

When you gave me none .

Loving you felt like being on a mission

loving you felt like intellectual masturbation

loving you felt like us invasion 

loving you felt like someone who pre planned my treason

loving you felt like being on a suicidal mission 

loving you felt like being a civilian who left his home in 1947 partition

loving you felt like emotional ejaculation 

loving you felt like you were a man on a mission

Loving you felt like someone who pre planned my assassination

Loving you felt like loving a man who drink indecision

Loving you felt like breathing through strangulation

Loving you felt like Living through your incisions 

Even your love portion was poisoned ,all Coiled up

have me all anointed & then Exploited

you were the one , to which I lost my knighthood ,

give me back my statehood , my blood & my boyhood

[does it feel good? was it that good?]

didn`t they warn me ? they did

did I listen? I didn`t

didn`t I see it coming? i didn`t [ I am lying]

didn`t I have hallucinations ? all nights 

lucid dreams , green seas 

you were my enemy

beaches on mountain rims 

I was your one to be , [never]

stiff look , brooded eyes

December 16 , twenty three 

I was your bad dream 

we were never on same team.

never on same team , never 

never , 

never 

never 

never 

never