BREAKING THE FOURTH WALL

BREAKING THE FOURTH WALL 

there is no beauty in this sadness
there is no beauty in this drag
there is no beauty in this ever long , longing
there is no beauty in being a fleabag
there is no beauty in praying for heaven & landing in hell.

I tried breaking up with you , 

I tried breaking up too soon,

I tried breaking up at noon

I tried breaking every bone 

But you were too good to be true 

I live and thrive, only when I am blue 

I know none of you had any good clue

But it's just how I am , 

& I am not supposed to be act 

Till I broke the the fourth wall , 

turning my blue in maroon, 

in last June. 

but I found no clue lying on my table or next door

circling you on the books , whose words showed no meaning on the google 

so I tried to understand the vision of your indecisions 

but I found there is no beauty in breaking the fourth wall,

unless you are stuck in prison.

Leeza