MIND IS A SCARY PLACE TO BE IN

1] “mind is a scary place to be in ,

for a man”, they all say

“for once you start thinking , 

there is no going back” .

“for once you are self aware, 

you couldn`t be more than just sad.”

“for once you know , 

 the abyss of why we are constantly empty ,

“you would love to, 

unlive your identity, turn yourself into ash.”

2] existentialism , narcissism , 

literalism & chasing the schism

paranoia is the advent of ages ,

 skeptics do this in every era

all your intuition is just apprehension,

 of your undiagnosed neuroticism, 

at the very last stage . 

3] my mind make me numb,

your mind makes you sane ,

we are not the same , 

we could never be .

my mind make me wanna relive back nostalgia ,

weaving me through gardens of indecisions ,

at very last stage...

4] God has their favorites & I am not one of them 

I knew , when I could write hundred poems , in one night 

when I could have rest the case & accept the decisions of my fate 

but I would love to play a lawyer , where the judge has always made up his mind 

pre deciding , I was the culprit , in all nine crimes 

i guess , he must be right , because now I have even lost my foresight .